Was walking my dog and this dog comes out of his house saying he doesn't like my dog pooping there
but my dog doesn't even poop on his yard in all the times I walked him
The poop he is talking about isn't even big enough to be my dog's. My dog is one pound.
It is the neighbor's dogs across the street who let their dogs just run all over the neighborhood and poop everywhere..including my sidewalk and I've seen it on the sidewalks. The poop is the size of the average size dog ..that is what has been pooping on his yard

sigh.


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SO he fucking humps shit
He isn't FUCKING NEUTERED YOU TWAT
stop fucking BE ignorant on PURPOSE when people try to TEACH YOU things FUCKING shit
ACT YOUR AGE
so unbelievable...

Extremely annoyed
Yelled at for not having things PERFECT
and everyone in this household raising their voice to fucking solve problems and show displeasure

Don't think that they won't let you do it
If you are committed and passionate about it
you will convince they
show to them, prove to them you are going to this this
soon, they'll accept it

I took much needed nap.
Tried to talk things out under the night sky.
Watched the Bachelorette.
Was inspired by the strength and kindness of others.
Excited for new beginnings.
Feeling calm and happy because there are good people in the world.

I just wanted to watch one fucking show out of the entire fucking week
and she has to fucking give me shit about that.
"GO STUDY" she fucking says
but only so she can watch her fucking movie
She literally watches TV ALL DAY AND NIGHT

I'm just feeling really upset because this is the only thing that I looked forward to that even made me moderately happy each week
and she just always makes me feel like every part of my life is miserable because it is controlled by her and her fucking yelling and threats

I complain about the same thing over and over
but I'm just really sick of it
it affects me mentally which in turn physically just makes me feel like fucking shit

depression hurts
stay out. get out. don't come back.

pour all these bad feelings and thoughts into getting this shit done and fucking over with <3

Don't revolve your world around her and her negativity
Don't let it drag you down
You do what you can, but don't let that affect your mindset

She has no values
You've always wished that she would be those type of moms that encouraged you and told you that you could do anything
But if she is not going to help bring that positivity to your life
then you need to bring it yourself <3